“you suck”

2 words that may not appear to be very harmful and very surface layer

But when these words are meant in cold blood. They are sharp as daggers.

There is no need to feel this way especially since I know how she feels about me. But I can’t help but get that gutwrenching, heartbreaking feeling.

The worst part is… Those words were intended to bring me down and make me feel like shit.

I do so much. And this is how I feel appreciated. This hurts me so bad. Especially knowing she’s probably going to just go talk to him when she gets home, or she’s going to *try* to. Because who woulda thought spending all day with you didn’t satisfy your need for attention that I struggle so hard to fulfill.

I feel like I’m not enough. And no matter how hard I try I will never be enough.

hiddenfeelingsinus:

Sometimes,

Its hard to keep at ease

My thoughts and my feelings

Making it slip my mind and finding its way into trouble…

R.L

(via victoriaowo)

the-tales-of-a-hufflepuff:

Whys it gotta feel like it’s all my fault.

Every fucking bad thing that happens to her is somehow in some fucking way my fault.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

I don’t know how to help her with her problems. Because of this she get mad at me and then the situation is 10x worse than before.

She’s a ticking time bomb.

I’m scared she’s going to go off when I’m not around. And end it all.

I love her so much. I would do almost anything for this girl.

I want her and I to live amazing lives together.

She makes everything so hard for me. I really go out of my way to make sure she’s satisfied or happy and she is absolutely just destroys me because I don’t know what to do.

I feel crushed.

I want to keep going but she just pushes me away.

I feel so alone when I’m with her.

It’s always all about her.

I’m at a point where I’m stuck and this fucking sucks:(